OMG im sooo in love :3

i cant help it i tried. but whenever i thought its time to end this // sth happened. and i ended up more and more attached.

so this is it huh? even tho i dont stand a chance and that space between is too big.


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i think someone helped me get back to my normal state. since june i havent paint anything. till now. coz that person told me sth and now i feel relief :3 and i can do everythink any way and ny time i want. maybe i want to be better? for that person to see me improved? :3


geez xD adult life sucks xD